Music Video:IRREPLACEABLE (by Beyonce)

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and saying how feel isn't allowed anymore.. so just throw away old love in a bottle and out to see and watch it away as you cry because this wait for destiny won't do............

Nothing is worth it now. Crying won't solve anything, just make me feel even worse. Now im stuck here all alone with a million questions running through my mind. How? Why? Maybe if I close my eyes forever it will ease the pain.. I just don't know. *sigh.. and nothing left to do. Through these tears i force this broken smile.. :(

aghh
JAY SEAN omgshh hez so effin hawtttt :P ;) LOl hansa

It's crazy i hope you feel my pain. You stole my heart. Please don't say anything or " my paper heart will bleed ".........

So whats everyones secret, its the same right, what are u most afraid to tell someone about anything, its not rejection it isnt even doubt that theyll understand u, its human nature.

For all the people living 'life' as we call it no matter how far we go how much we do its never enough, there can only be momentary satisfaction and then there is darkness and imperfection all over again, so whats the use,,, right now figuring out lifes purpose is the least of any ones worries.

For a moment hail peace the most fragile flower becoming its essence, and listen ,,, for a moment imagine and then wake up its a dream nothing is true the earth isnt even round. Everyone defines themselves by something they do that nobody else does. But the very few peolpe who are that good always find that they need to be better as well so the circle continues, we can never be at any place we want to be because we never know when to stop. we find role models in other people try to adapt and imitate them losing our personality in the rush for an image of 'acceptance' or even 'achievement' Mirror Mirror on the wall whos the fairset of them all. It lies quote House MD, everybody lies!!

becasue I don't have the heart to try, one more false start in life. Its been so hard to get it right. Seems like the moment I catch up, the farther you fly.....

and you never thought of anyone else you just saw your pain and let it last forever.......

Another moment of my life passes by as i sit here thinking of what could have been. What if.. How about.. Maybe.. Nothing is worth it. I now realize that. I have made a big mistake. But the only mistake was loving you. Is that such a crime? I can now say even after days that i still love you more than words unspoken.

Before you came into my life, it really had no purpose. Going to school. Getting good grades. Studying. Playing 'round with a couple friends. Going to the movies having a good time.. I had a lot but i knew something was missing. I didn't really know what until the day i met you. When you came it was like my life was perfect. No worries. Everything was going my way for once. I know it sound wierd but its true...

And when you left its like my world just came to an end. Its like i had no purpose. Like this happiness was too much. I guess I was just blinded. And now im here staring at the screen, tears in my eyes. Thinking about what could have been. And listening to this sad song :

I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out. I'm not afraid to cry every once in a while. Even though going on with you gone still upsets me. There are days every now and again I pretend I'm ok. But that's not what gets me. What hurts the most. Was being so close. And having so much to say. And watching you walk away. And never knowing what could have been And not seeing that loving you. Is what I was tryin' to do. It's hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go. But I'm doin' It. It's hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I'm alone. Still Harder Getting up, getting dressed, livin' with this regret. But I know if I could do it overI would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart that I left unspoken..

fading away...

Sigh... I never thought it would end this way.

Memmories. It's all I have left. Maybe it was my fault or maybe it just wasn't meant to be. How do i explain it. It's so simple but why does it seem so complicated? How can i forget the past month and a half?

It's just that i've never had someone who knows me like you do. This feelings like no other...

We built it up to watch it fall. Like we meant nothing at all. I gave and gave the best of me, but couldn't give you what you need. You walked away. You stole my life. Just to find what you were looking for but no matter how i try i can't hate you anymore. You're not the person you used to be. The one i want who wanted me. And that's a shame but there's only so many tears i can cry before it drains the light right from my eyes. And i can't go on that way. And so i'm letting go of everything we were but that doesnt mean it doesn't hurt..

Sometimes you hold so tight it slips right through your hands. Will I ever understand? An empty room can be so defeaning, the silence makes you want to scream. It drives you crazy.

Watch my life pass me by in the mirror. Pictures frozen in time are becoming clearer. I don't want to waste another day stuck in the shadow of my mistakes. Because i want you and I feel you. Crawling underneath my skin. Like a hunger like a burning to find the place i've never been. Now i'm broken and i'm faded. I'm half the person I thought I would be. But you can have what's left of me. I've been dying inside, little by little. No where to go, but going out of my mind in endless circles. Running from my self until, you give me a reason for standing still. I'm falling faster. Barely breathing. Give me something, to believe in. Tell me it's not all in my head.

Don't think I can ever stop. I can't help the way i'm feeling. My heart can't stop from breaking. I can't stop loving you.

My heart's filled with such emotion. You're the reason for the air I breathe. I pledge to you all my devotion. I've never been so close to heaven, as the moment when I looked into your eyes. But now all that's gone and im left with the memory... I can't help it. I'm Sorry...

Sigh...

Life jus hit an unexpected turn..don't know whats happening now..for better or for worse? sometimes I feel depressed for no reason then times when im so unusually happy I start dancing..i guess its just life..

She just sat there staring out of her window, watching life pass her by. Not knowing what she was yet to overcome. She let her hand out to feel the rain against her skin wishing it would wash away her past. wishing.. Wishing she was a child again nestled in her mother's arms longing to hear the words "it'll be alright".

She had too much time. Too much time to think. Too much to time to remember her past hurts and wishing things could be different. Staring at her four walls. Trapped. In a world so cruel. Crying and letting her wounds heal. No one could see the depth of her dispair wishing desperately that someone would actually care.

She thought about the past, about him... Thinking back to the time she loved him. When the world was a much brighter place and her burdens weren't so heavy. Special. Lying in his arms forgetting the world. Protected from all the cruelty of the world surrounding her. Thinking back to the time when he was beside her, holding her hand. Lifting her up when she didn't have enough strength to stand. An emotional oneness shared by two hearts... Something. That made life worth living. Something that made her world complete.

As he walked away.. her burdens grew heavy more than she could bare. Her life had no purpose and now she sits there staring out her window watching the world pass her by..

Wierd isn't it?

Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside and mess you up. You build up all these defences, you build a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life . . . You give them a piece of you. They didn't ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness. So simple a phrase like " maybe we should just be friends" turns into a glass splinter working its way to your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. Maybe that's why it's easier to hate someone than to love them. . .

lol
sundaii was so much funn
furst wen i go ti ifs i c Rashiqah and wer join round gettin to class
me sayin stuff shudn hav sed...ahem ahemm..lol
then sumthin happened (i can't remember)
o yaa HANSAAA snappp she scared meee
holyyy at recess wer jus standin and Hansa is like OMGSHH that guy is soo HOTT!
and im like huh
and shez like cum ill show yuu
i was like lol okay
ans she cusn find him ans ahemm was tryna stalk him
den i go inside tha caf. to get yusra lamees and hina
i get em outsidee and hansa iznt even der nemoreee
and wer like lookin for her
we go outside to chek
buh wut do we find
a bunch of guyzz playinnn ball
hansa sed sumthin bout a guy in redd
wer like w00tw00t
then wer like O-M-G-SHHH is taht LAMESS'S CUZIN???
lol den tha bell rang and we had to go
and farihaz like those are my broz
but we knew it wasnt them cuz theyy werent wearin red
anywayzz the ball rang wer gettin to class... dull tyme
i find out fariha took hansa outside to chek out wut guy it was
smart fariha points to 2 guys (her broz) and hansa goesss
DAMNN DERR F-Y-N-E-E-E-E
and fariha goes ther my BROTHERZZZZZZ
omgshh
we get to class and i tell sarah to wink at hansa and say "i know"
she did and hansa ends up tellin a story
and sarahz like wut thaa hell is she talkin boutt
hasa sed damnnn i know ther fyneeee
sarah was jus wierded outt lolll
denn mundaiiiii
awww hinaa it'll be okayyy
remmeber werrr
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w00tw00t :)
lol sarahhh "im tryna be nice dun say okay to me like that" :P:P
o snappp my hands hurtt
lazy-ness i knowww
aiettt
nuff luvvv*
byeeee
** Aqsa **

My knight in shining armour turned out to be a loser in alluminum :(
Thank god ther was a prince waiting :D

I sit in your silence, scared.
Waiting patiently for recognition.

For a word.
For a breath.
For a touch.

But I am raw.

Because I watch your hands instead,
of writing
and listen for you breath instead,
of breathing.

It's strange,
how close to you I feel.
and the need I have
to help you,
to make you smile.

And yet i'm sitting here,
waiting,
for you to let me in...

omgshh today was soo much fun..lol
kk furst i get to skool..yezyez very dull tyme
and wer all on the carpet..so obviously i join in
i sit beside wajiha and the next thing i know
like 20 otha pplz are cumin and invadin r class..like HOW RUDE
and then finally the 5 minutes they wer here that seemed like eternity..they left..YAY US :D
durin recess wer all eatin and i get yusra to get me a burger andz so nott agressive like o-m-g she was jus like standing there..and FINALLY i get my burger i go and tlk
and wajiha sez to sakina " i wanna date someone..can i date you"? holyyy omgshh the look on me n sakinaz face..lol and then we told eryone else and wer jus like laffin like hell
and then sarah saw dis cute guy wit the other sarah
i went to get a drink and shez like "c'mon lets stalk him" it was oo jkzz
and lemme jus say he was cuteee.. :D
after recess lamess told me to look at sum randum chart in de class
i look and im like OMGSHH
the dark purple ;) lmaoo remember sarah, lamees, yusra, wajiha, sakina, safiya and hina w00tw00t dat was soo jokess don't leav ______ particaplezz
holyy and to think they wer actually teachin lil kidz datt like sheezzz
at the end of the day omgshh me saudia and rashiqah wer ther and saudia goes randumly u NAAYE ahahahah mann the look on rashiqahz face wen she sed dat..kodak moments :D
wer all standin tehr and saudia goes im thirsty can i hav i waterfall
i was like NOOO sumhow the cold got to me :) uhh heheh
and then shez like fyne be like dat
so im like tehrz a machine inside and shez like lets go get one
so me rashiqah and saudia are inside gettin sum pop
and then we go back outside and a while later saudia goes O CRAPP IM COLDD
and i hav this like ice cold drink in my handdd :@
and me n rashiqah start laffin like hell omgshh
a lot more happened but me n ma lazy ass... :D hehahah
Peazee ezZ <3
xx - [ A q s a ] - xx

Love is a symbol of eternity.
It wipes out all sense of time.
Destroying all memory of a beginning.
And all fear of an end.

they say dreams can destroy reality; but why cant reality destroy dreams?

hmmm.....
lmaoo sundaii was so jkzzz
wajiha and her wrong sayinggss;) and lmao L.C. remember hansa, lamees, sarah, hina, nabila n yusra ahah kk first we wer there and lamees memorized extra stuff and we wer all makin fun of her..lmao lamees. then we wer at recess and i brought my jacket for no reason and had to go all the way back up the staris (therz sooo mant stariz) and put it backk ughh me an my lazy ass ;)
thenn we had our once again lame party and me sarah saudia and hansa wer sittin with the teachers (cuz ther was no room at the otha table) and it was soo quiet that i jus started to laff. after me n hansa wer makin fun of saudia cuzz w00t w00t princess charmz and prince charminn ;);) ahaha sorri saudii. then me sarah and saudia went to g oget a drink and and endin up havin a water fight..hansa i saw u fully chkin out ahemm ahemmm..p.s. dontt look at the dorr aaghhhhhh :P:P:P at the end of the day we wer all standin and it was me wajiha and nabila and wajiha goes to nabila "do u ever think ur gonna hav a bf"? and nabilaz mom is like rii there omgshh my hands hurtt
aii
byeeeee
** A q s a **