Sigh...

Life jus hit an unexpected turn..don't know whats happening now..for better or for worse? sometimes I feel depressed for no reason then times when im so unusually happy I start dancing..i guess its just life..

She just sat there staring out of her window, watching life pass her by. Not knowing what she was yet to overcome. She let her hand out to feel the rain against her skin wishing it would wash away her past. wishing.. Wishing she was a child again nestled in her mother's arms longing to hear the words "it'll be alright".

She had too much time. Too much time to think. Too much to time to remember her past hurts and wishing things could be different. Staring at her four walls. Trapped. In a world so cruel. Crying and letting her wounds heal. No one could see the depth of her dispair wishing desperately that someone would actually care.

She thought about the past, about him... Thinking back to the time she loved him. When the world was a much brighter place and her burdens weren't so heavy. Special. Lying in his arms forgetting the world. Protected from all the cruelty of the world surrounding her. Thinking back to the time when he was beside her, holding her hand. Lifting her up when she didn't have enough strength to stand. An emotional oneness shared by two hearts... Something. That made life worth living. Something that made her world complete.

As he walked away.. her burdens grew heavy more than she could bare. Her life had no purpose and now she sits there staring out her window watching the world pass her by..